He'll always be the one that got away :(
Wednesday, 18 April 2012
I should have told you what you meant to me.
I don't wanna talk about him. Or hear anything about him. I hope you understand. I'm sorry but I just can't handle it right now. I love him. Even you didn't know what to call him just now. That's how awkward it is. And it's not that I don't care. I'm sure you know how much I do. I just need some time and space. He was my everything. I thought everything would work out in the end but it didn't. And now I have to suffer the consequences from that. I can't handle it. And you talking about him really doesn't help. It really breaks me down. I'm sorry I can't control my emotions. The wound is still really raw. It will take some time to heal. I'm sorry again. Please try to understand.