Sometimes I wonder, is there anyone out there that is actually afraid to lose me. Does anyone wanna include me into their future like how I include them. Yeah I live for the moment cause you only live once. But I guess it’s good to plan sometimes. Just lets a person know if they actually mean something to someone.
He starts college tomorrow. I thought I was ready. I’m just so full of insecurities, it’s embarrassing. What if he realizes I’m not good enough? That he could do better than me? I’ve seen everything go down. Thinking positive doesn’t seem to help right now. I’m just afraid.